Personal Legends.

i'm going through withdrawals.
i will not say what from, or why i am.
it's just that.

let's just say that it's a really difficult process.
but it is one that i must achieve.
because without it..
what will i do?

i've been reading.
quite a bit, i have been reading.
i'm proud to say that my eyes were satisfied with the words.
with the ideas.
and with the messages through them.
lessons come in the most interesting ways.

i take a look around at my life now.
my family, all little worker bees.
a best friend who is proving her worth to her peers and her family too.
i'm included, and i'm so proud.

two great people that have moved away.
missing them like hell, but still happy to receive a call once in a while.
they are fulfilling themselves.
and i am damn happy for them.

the rest is just something to come to peace with.
like making amends when none has been needed.
it just feels like it is.
effort in what has been missing.
finally you are putting the puzzle together.
the puzzle that is you.

sometimes when my brain is "squeezed",
all i want to shout is "stop."
but it doesn't.
it's just lessens.
but the pain recedes.

sun is the sight,
wind is motion,
and the earth is life.

the universe was made to push us.
to test us.
to judge us.
and with that, we must move forward.
never backward, no matter what.
all it wants is for us to achieve our goals.
our missions.
our destinies.

waiting is a word i hate to use.
rest is something unavailable.
for now.
but oh, how it'll feel.
when my work is done.

"life is work."
but with bliss, the work feels like a privilege.
until it doesn't feel like work at all.
then your goal is achieved.

"go after what you want."

with love and light,
eve morgan