Apologies?

hey there.
i know, i know.. it's been a week and there have been no blog posts.
here are my lines of excuses:
1. my computer stopped working (that's true)
2. there are things going on that's more important than posting everyday (also true)
3. i didn't feel like it.

i'll try again with the everyday thing, i will, it's just...
i really needed a break. a vacation.
but you want a blog post, here goes.

you never can realize what damage your actions have caused until it's spelled out right in front of you. then you see, assess, and then what?
do you fix it? walk away, disappear?
i'd love to be the invisible man right about now.
i think we all wish for superpowers when needing a new life. a fresh start.
what i would give for a fresh start.
but i am here. here to wash windows as if they were my soul, and to put the puzzle together, as M would always do. picking up the pieces is continual, and never ending.
i'll never stop picking up the pieces.
it might cut me as i try but hey, we get pain sometimes.

i'm strong. and you know what strong people do?
they fight.
they struggle.
but the best thing of all is they never give up.

"i won't stop until i know."

with love and light,
eve morgan